so things are starting to narrow down in preparations for the move. I dont think we'll be here past the first week of june. crazy. weve got a house and its officially ours. iv already got my first visitors planned there coming in july. (represent chi-town!!) i just want it all done and over with.

I dont know what to write Im in the middle of a realy long brain freeze...sucks I need ISPIRATION! I.... AHHHHH!!! help me! something anything this has been going on for weeks.

sleepin over jesi's house I love my crazy church friends. I brought brian with me. I thought he'd have fun wich he did once I forced him to play guitar. ha ha he was made for that. hes just way too good, everyones jaws hit the floor.

whats up with this crazy my-space deal? someone get a life.

the weather today is wonderful. bout freaking time.

april fools was so much fun. Im glad I have cool bosses, otherwise there were about twenty opourtunities for me to get fired. including, seran wrapping my bosses car.

later.

TEXAS...GREAT.

almost fell of the bed last night cuz beth, jessi, and I all shared but at least she got some sleep. thats ok cuz if It means me not getting any sleep fer to be able to then Its a small price to pay. and Im perfectly fine with that. i hope shell be ok.

my dear jessi,
i wish that I knew what to say but I dont.
I wish I could take away your pain but I cant.
all I can do Is be here for you and pray and hope that god will watch over you and console your broken heart. I love you and I will do everything in my power to make this esier.

i told michelle last night that were moving It was deffinetly depressing. I was avoiding it for a while cuz I knew she'd freak out and she did.
packing my stuff is going to suck cuz I have too much of it.

so its official, were moving to TEXAS! and theres nothing Im going to do to try to convice my parents otherwise. personally I think Itll be a good change for us we need a break! and a long one at that. (and p.s)i love beth cuz she understands that.ha ha.

I wish it wasn't like this! I wish it wasn't like this! I WISH IT WASN'T LIKE THIS!!!.....