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I'm not even sure if talking about this is going to help me feel any better but I'll think I'll try anyways. As most of you don't know, I fell in love with a magnificent girl this summer. Despite the way I act, I am quite girl shy around my friends/family which is why I rarely bring a date back to meet them and which is probably why you never found out. But to make a long story short, I ended what little of a relationship I had with her because I felt that it would never work out. We had some fundamentally differences which initiated a rather passionate disagreement thus resulting in my rather hastily poor decision. The problem lays in that, all though that was over a month ago, I am still completely hung up on her and am left with a hole that remains at the bottom of my stomach at all times. I've tried fixing everything, but shes moved on (and unfortunately has found someone new). Which I guess means the only thing left for me to do is to move on as well, but why is that so hard to do? Why does everything keep reminding me of her and how much I screwed up? EHHH!