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May 19, 2007 22:53

I was looking through all the facebook pictures of myself today. It was really strange because the whole time i had this very solemn feeling as if I was sad. You know the type of sad feeling you get when you reflect back on good times and know that you miss those times. But it wasn't that. It wasn't even a sad feeling at all, it was the most joyful, celebrated, relaxed feeling that I have ever had. When I saw those pictures I saw how happy I was at every one of those moments, and how HAPPY I am now. Things have changed so much over the past four years of my life (mostly just the way I am perceiving the world around me)and so quickly that I often forget to realize that I am FINE now. Hell I am better then fine, I'm great. Not only has my mental stability matured to an extent that I'm no longer afraid of what I may not be able to control myself, but I've come to a acquire a large group of CLOSE Friends/Family that I trust and love each very much. They include (but not limited too): Sarah, Denise, Corinne, Jared, Dylan, Ash, Josh, Ryan, Todd, Kelly, Brook, Erika, Cassie, Mike Helsel, Rachel, Liz, Cara, Kari, Kim, my dad, my sister Christina, and Amanuel. There are dozens more who have held those positions as well at one moment in time, but like all good things passed out of my life over the years; as well many more I failed to mention only because the list became so long that I lost track of who I still had yet to include. But too all of you... THANK YOU for eveything.
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