My dreams arent as empty as my conscience seems to be
Class was boring yesterday. English is not going to be fun... yuck.
Did I mention that I have the same math teacher that I had (and Hated) last fall? Yea well.. I have the same bitchy teacher. Maybe this time will be better since her kid is sleeping through the night. (yes.. we know all about her life story)
I may be stuck up.. but I would rather sit by myself than talk to the people I recognize from High School. Not that I think that I am in anyway shape or form better than them... talking to kids who still run around screaming their fool heads off for no fucking reason, is not on my to do list.
Sven called me last night.
I guess he wanted to do something cuz every other word was "Im bored" "Im hungry" "Theres nothing on TV" "Im bored" "Im bored"
I didnt go over there.
Im glad. I need to stop letting him do that shit to me. Either he will realize that Im not going to let him push me around.. and stop calling me.. or he will stop trying to push me around. This all comes down to two things - what he says v.s what he does and how he really feels v.s his ego. We all know just how big the male ego is.
Jackie , Stephany and I hung out last night. That was fun.
Maybe I will actually get some sleep tonight.
"No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes
and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies "
Did I mention that I have the same math teacher that I had (and Hated) last fall? Yea well.. I have the same bitchy teacher. Maybe this time will be better since her kid is sleeping through the night. (yes.. we know all about her life story)
I may be stuck up.. but I would rather sit by myself than talk to the people I recognize from High School. Not that I think that I am in anyway shape or form better than them... talking to kids who still run around screaming their fool heads off for no fucking reason, is not on my to do list.
Sven called me last night.
I guess he wanted to do something cuz every other word was "Im bored" "Im hungry" "Theres nothing on TV" "Im bored" "Im bored"
I didnt go over there.
Im glad. I need to stop letting him do that shit to me. Either he will realize that Im not going to let him push me around.. and stop calling me.. or he will stop trying to push me around. This all comes down to two things - what he says v.s what he does and how he really feels v.s his ego. We all know just how big the male ego is.
Jackie , Stephany and I hung out last night. That was fun.
Maybe I will actually get some sleep tonight.
"No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes
and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies "