What a day.

[wish_for_love]

I got up, I went for my run. I saw the hot guy. I babysat. Phil called. Zak called. I went to Coffee Time, met Phil at 2. Zak came at 3:30. And then it happened.

Have you ever had that feeling, where you see someone, and cant even get up cause of the feeling in your stomach. And you cant help bu think. Fucking butterflies fuck off.

Yes, it happens alot more than usual.

Went over to Grahams. Damn I missed him. Alot. I love Graham so much. Aside from the grotesque humour, and the fairly recent "Wigga Talk," he is definately amazing, and I love to be with him. And Dan too, havent hung out with him in the longest time.

Went to the mall with Phil, left early to go back to Graham and Dans place. All in all, I love going to Dan and Grahams..lol

I got hime, read an email that made me cry. I havent had one of those good happy cries in the lingest time, it felt really good to get it out. To know that someone truly cares. I know love. I think I know love. Well, I do now. It seems silly that one email can give you an outlook youve never before been aware of. But Im glad I got it, it really made my day.

Im going to bed tonight the happiest person in the world. I've never been that person before. I like it alot.