So good and so bad all at the same time.
Omg I am so loving Mymymy by Armand Van Helding. The best song freakin ever..lol Its like 18 minutes long but oh so good. The club mix is the best, not that radio cut shit.
Anyways, filing a grievance tomorrow about some workers who dont seem to understand the concept of WORK! I hate that when one person doesnt do what they are supposed to it screws over EVERYONE who is working, cause it means that muchj work on top of what we are already supposed to be doing. I hate to have to call downtown, but it seems to have to be done.
Have you ever had a friend that just turned their back on you because they have started going out with someone who is just "So amazing." Yeah, I had that happen to me about 2 years ago, and lost my best friend in the whole entire world. Luckily he has come to his senses about Super Bitch, and has come back. I mean, we lost 2 years, but I love him so much that it doesnt even matter to me. He is that amzing. I hope things will go back to the way they were. I miss those times, I havent made any friends since then that I love as much as him, he meant the world to me. I'd do anything for him. This may all sound cheesy, but if youve ever really loved someone, youd understand.
I had this other friend, I thought he was a really good friend, apparently not so much, and I understand that people have their moments where they arent completly happy, but if it brings me down too, i dont want to be part of it. I dont talk to him anymore anyways, so I guess it doesnt really matter.
I went running everyday this week, I was so proud of myself! And this uber hot guy has moved in across the street. lol. Im sure it will be one of those situations where the package is great, and then the mouth opens and your just like wow, haha, RUN AWAY!
I guess I've had a pretty shitty break, no one to hang out with, went to the mall and hung out with Em, that was pretty cool, we hadn't hung out in awhile, so i enjoyed that, and seeing Mr. and Mrs.Killoran.
I saw this thing on TV the other day about Emotional Abuse and it was about this one single family, and how the husband was verbally abusing the wife terribly. It was so bad the the wife had actually said in between sobs...
"Sometimes I actually push his buttons, and hope to god that he will hit me. Because thats the only way Id be able to get out. If I go to the police and say that hes calling me names, they arent going to do anything, so yes, I do push his buttons, I want him to beat me so I have a reason to leave."
Holy shit, I was in tears hearing this. I mean its so terrible, and its a fact that 23 million women live this way. 23 million, that 1/3 of women. Its terrible, there should be more help, and somewhere safe where these women can go to escape, if only for a day, just let them be able to get out.
I guess this post Is getting pretty long. Im gunna go and watch some Friday the 13th. Haha, what a great selection before bed. Night all.
Zak, if youre reading. I still love you as much as I did before. never forget that, your my baby, and I'll alwyas be here for you.
Anyways, filing a grievance tomorrow about some workers who dont seem to understand the concept of WORK! I hate that when one person doesnt do what they are supposed to it screws over EVERYONE who is working, cause it means that muchj work on top of what we are already supposed to be doing. I hate to have to call downtown, but it seems to have to be done.
Have you ever had a friend that just turned their back on you because they have started going out with someone who is just "So amazing." Yeah, I had that happen to me about 2 years ago, and lost my best friend in the whole entire world. Luckily he has come to his senses about Super Bitch, and has come back. I mean, we lost 2 years, but I love him so much that it doesnt even matter to me. He is that amzing. I hope things will go back to the way they were. I miss those times, I havent made any friends since then that I love as much as him, he meant the world to me. I'd do anything for him. This may all sound cheesy, but if youve ever really loved someone, youd understand.
I had this other friend, I thought he was a really good friend, apparently not so much, and I understand that people have their moments where they arent completly happy, but if it brings me down too, i dont want to be part of it. I dont talk to him anymore anyways, so I guess it doesnt really matter.
I went running everyday this week, I was so proud of myself! And this uber hot guy has moved in across the street. lol. Im sure it will be one of those situations where the package is great, and then the mouth opens and your just like wow, haha, RUN AWAY!
I guess I've had a pretty shitty break, no one to hang out with, went to the mall and hung out with Em, that was pretty cool, we hadn't hung out in awhile, so i enjoyed that, and seeing Mr. and Mrs.Killoran.
I saw this thing on TV the other day about Emotional Abuse and it was about this one single family, and how the husband was verbally abusing the wife terribly. It was so bad the the wife had actually said in between sobs...
"Sometimes I actually push his buttons, and hope to god that he will hit me. Because thats the only way Id be able to get out. If I go to the police and say that hes calling me names, they arent going to do anything, so yes, I do push his buttons, I want him to beat me so I have a reason to leave."
Holy shit, I was in tears hearing this. I mean its so terrible, and its a fact that 23 million women live this way. 23 million, that 1/3 of women. Its terrible, there should be more help, and somewhere safe where these women can go to escape, if only for a day, just let them be able to get out.
I guess this post Is getting pretty long. Im gunna go and watch some Friday the 13th. Haha, what a great selection before bed. Night all.
Zak, if youre reading. I still love you as much as I did before. never forget that, your my baby, and I'll alwyas be here for you.