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Sometimes I wish I could be someone or something else.. Like if I could jump from body to body, then I could go do anything I wanted to do and not get in trouble for it. I could just jump into a different body. Has anyone ever thought what the world would be like without wood, like if there were no such thing as tree's, or we had tree's but you couldnt make wood out of them.. So all houses would be built out of like, cement or tee pee's.. and no wood tables or fence's heh that would be kinda weird. I've decided that pain killers and muscle relaxents with a spalsh of alki is a good cure for some problems, its just to bad the effects dont last for longer periods of time. Cause at the highest moment of your high/drunkness either you completely forget about your problems, or they dont seem so bad.. Then you sober up and reality comes flying back at you again. And you know what else would suck, if there was no music. I dont think I could live without my music. I have to have it, I thrive for it. I dont know what I would do if something happened that caused me to go deaf, I would probably completely lose my mind. Sometimes I feel as though I cant control my body, like my brain is in my head, but it has no control over what my body does. Like right now, my head is really heavy, and I want to keep holding it up but its so difficult. And this typing thing, is getting very difficult, I am concentrating very hard. I keep looking at the floor, and wondering how I am going to get the energy to set up my blankets and stuff.. I need someone to help me.. *sigh* but for now, I shall go. Goodnight to all and to a goodnight