are you an underwear model?
i can't believe myself. its insane, i would never think i could do something like that when i like another guy but i did. the worst part is, is that i think how you spend new years reflects how your whole year is gonna turn out so how does that work for me? probably not too good. he was such a sweet guy though, intellegent and complimented me like there was no tomorrow, but i couldnt be in a relationship with him. maybe i culd but i didnt see it as cleary as i had with alex. with alex i can see that i would fight for the relationship and that i would love to just be with him. when i saw him it was like we were the only two people in the world. even before i left i had the crazy butterflies in my stomach, i was so nervous to see him but so abotuely excited at the same time. he's complicated but i know that if we work hard for this we can work out. i cant wait to tell everyone about you because you have stolen my heart.