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God today is one of those days where I feel like a complete failure, like I'm letting everybody down. Earlier this week I told my mom that Ken and I are probably going to be moving to Arizona and from the look on her face I think I just about broke her heart. I told Nichole I could probably get her a job where I work right now and it looks as though that's not going to work out. At work tonight, I felt like I was just in everybody's way. I felt like the girl who was trainning me didn't want to train me and was just trying to find ways to get rid of me. Plus I ended up bumping into somebody with a tray of drinks and ended up spilling them all over the place. Luckily for me it was only water but I still felt like a total idiot. Later on I was told to fill a room service order when I had no idea where I was supposed to get the stuff for it from and there was no one around to ask. That order ended up going out way too late and once again I felt like a total idiot. Now I'm sitting home depressed waiting for the guys to come home and hoping something happens that will make me feel better.