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Jan 14, 2004 06:48

I think that when things are bound to happen, even if you know they’re coming, the impact of it all can still be as upsetting when it actually comes to pass. You’re hoping that it would be easy to deal with but it’s really not. I don’t think I should spend a lot of time talking about that, if only because it’s still a bit new and the point of it is lost. Things end, you move on, and then you tell yourself you’ve forgotten about it over and over when it’s obvious to others it still bothers you. Sadly true.

At times such as these I get an annoying yet expected visitor who believes it to be his job to make everything peachy again. You can tell him time and time again that there’s no need for it, but he’ll show up anyway bearing cooking supplies. I could complain forever about it, but it’s well known that I’ll always appreciate it. There’s no point in denying it really. It’s nice to know you can count on someone who half the time drives you up a wall when you really need them.

And now it’s about that time to decide what to bury myself in this year. Olly and I have lots of things we’ve proposed and are waiting approval on. More life threatening situations to put ourselves in because a year wouldn’t be complete without at least two of them. I dread the time I’m too old to do that anymore. I’ll get everything back on track.
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