(no subject)
I can't seem to fix my sleeping habits no matter where I am, and I think I've learned to accept it. Having a rather large bloke slamming at your door first thing in the morning can be annoying when you've just gotten to sleep a few hours before, but in the end it's only your fault.
I'm tired though, not just from lack of sleep really. It seems I've been asked to make a decision about something I wasn't ready to make a decision about just yet. I suppose it's selfish of me to say that, but I'm rather slow to force myself to do anything even if it's necessary. I can't say I haven't been thinking on it, but in the end the time to act always comes too soon.
As far as whatever else was on my mind. I suppose it's better left forgotten. I'm not about to put myself out for someone who doesn't want it. Wanting to talk and actually doing it are two different things entirely, and if it's unwanted then why bother hm? I really need to start concentrating on what I want if I'm going to get anywhere.
Justine's gone, New York's gotten a bit more annoying, but I'll deal with it if I must.
I'm tired though, not just from lack of sleep really. It seems I've been asked to make a decision about something I wasn't ready to make a decision about just yet. I suppose it's selfish of me to say that, but I'm rather slow to force myself to do anything even if it's necessary. I can't say I haven't been thinking on it, but in the end the time to act always comes too soon.
As far as whatever else was on my mind. I suppose it's better left forgotten. I'm not about to put myself out for someone who doesn't want it. Wanting to talk and actually doing it are two different things entirely, and if it's unwanted then why bother hm? I really need to start concentrating on what I want if I'm going to get anywhere.
Justine's gone, New York's gotten a bit more annoying, but I'll deal with it if I must.