Birds and the Beeznatches
Over the last several months I've been trying to work on letting my gaurd down more frequently and letting myself be happy outwardly. Letting love in and trying really hard to put it out. I feel like I've made a lot of progress and its really improved my life and relationships. I feel like I actually get excited for others and myself now.
Marwage? Thats in my vocabulary now? Not as scary as I thought. I've been realizing I don't talk as highly about Joel as I think of him. That was a terribly formed sentece but I'm going with it. I think that we should always keep in mind that a relationship goes two ways. E.G. I talk about how Joel is rediculous and can throw little fits. But then the next day I'll be really rediculous and throw little fits. We're combative and imperfect but I love it. There are many other positive important factors that just get boring if you talk about.
In other news, I hold to much tension in my pelvic wall and started getting vagina physical therapy/ massages twice a week. My physical therapist prescribed me a dildo. This is my favorite thing ever.
Marwage? Thats in my vocabulary now? Not as scary as I thought. I've been realizing I don't talk as highly about Joel as I think of him. That was a terribly formed sentece but I'm going with it. I think that we should always keep in mind that a relationship goes two ways. E.G. I talk about how Joel is rediculous and can throw little fits. But then the next day I'll be really rediculous and throw little fits. We're combative and imperfect but I love it. There are many other positive important factors that just get boring if you talk about.
In other news, I hold to much tension in my pelvic wall and started getting vagina physical therapy/ massages twice a week. My physical therapist prescribed me a dildo. This is my favorite thing ever.