Life has a funny way of helping you out
If you examine your life now and compare it to where you imagined yourself now a few years back does it line up? I'm not even close. But I think I'm more content with where I ended up than I thought I ever could be.
My boyfriend of almost two years, Joel, and I live together. We have a dog, Griffin. We just started looking for a house to buy. I'll be starting a career I'm incredibly excited about soon. I'm domesticated and I kind of love it. Although, I still get antsy a lot I've learned to have a lot of patience. I've learned a lot in the past few years and I feel like so much has come full circle.
I feel the thing I'm learning right now is how to really speak my voice without worrying about others and doing it with class. I feel the thing I keep relearning is to not be closed off or to be too serious.
I love going through phases where I feel terrible and miserable and moody. I feel once I come out of it the days following are enlightening and so bright that my retinas burn a little and I feel obnoxiously upbeat and energetic. Does that sound to bi-polarish? I call it an artists soul. Minus the artist thing.
I'm TERRIBLE at keeping in touch with some of the people I hold dearest but I feel like I carry them with me everyday.
and um...I'm almost 22! I'm excited. March 28th come party it up! I'll be drunk and hopefully be slaughtering karaoke. Its not about where you are but who you're with!
And that is my update.Go.
oh wait one more thing...seriously, can this quarter be fucking over already? can I get an amen
My boyfriend of almost two years, Joel, and I live together. We have a dog, Griffin. We just started looking for a house to buy. I'll be starting a career I'm incredibly excited about soon. I'm domesticated and I kind of love it. Although, I still get antsy a lot I've learned to have a lot of patience. I've learned a lot in the past few years and I feel like so much has come full circle.
I feel the thing I'm learning right now is how to really speak my voice without worrying about others and doing it with class. I feel the thing I keep relearning is to not be closed off or to be too serious.
I love going through phases where I feel terrible and miserable and moody. I feel once I come out of it the days following are enlightening and so bright that my retinas burn a little and I feel obnoxiously upbeat and energetic. Does that sound to bi-polarish? I call it an artists soul. Minus the artist thing.
I'm TERRIBLE at keeping in touch with some of the people I hold dearest but I feel like I carry them with me everyday.
and um...I'm almost 22! I'm excited. March 28th come party it up! I'll be drunk and hopefully be slaughtering karaoke. Its not about where you are but who you're with!
And that is my update.Go.
oh wait one more thing...seriously, can this quarter be fucking over already? can I get an amen