Truly what was damaging me....

[winkleton]

I feel like a giant fool, i was completely dooped, misguided, disillusioned, led on, pursuaded into sugar coating everything that bothered me so I would learn to pretend it wasn't actually happening and that I had the life I'd set up for myself, and it was wrong to think in the ways that I'd been taught and learned and there was no respect for

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[snowstormgirl]

You are stronger than I was. In many more ways that's true. I can say that I won't let a man's love come between me and God again, but if I actually had a man, that would probably change. It changes even when Christopher is around, and he's our brother!

I am grieving for you. I am rejoicing with you. I am deep in prayer with you. And reading the Bible every day is only part. I've been dried up focusing on what's the hardest for me...the daily reading. And missed the spiritual renewal. The worship. The repentance. The first love.

[winkleton]

I love you, you are truly a huge spiritual influence for me, and I could not be more blessed to have you as my sister.

[snowstormgirl]

Questions: "My own naivity and my own blindness to the truth." What's this? Did what/ what about?

What sparked the change? You said you "felt GOD" and started taking care of yourself... when? Where? How?

Just asking.... <3 €>

[snowstormgirl]

Wow. This has been awhile since you have entered.