Questions (Sihan)
how do you tell me to give you a parrot after i asked you to hand me the salt? "parrot?" I repeated to him in mandarin, hoping to understand better what he meant. He gave me a perplexed look before rapid Chinese. All I caught was 'you.please.tissue.me.' oh. I pointed at the salt shaker and he started laughing. " I thought you said give me a watch!" Exchanging a glance, we shrugged at each other and continued eating, ignoring the strange looks we got from the rest of the members at the table.
Was it strange to feel a little closer to you than everyone else? Every time you got stuck, you'd come running to me, tugging on my sleeve cutely. It's weird. How every time you come running, I drop everything i am doing and ignore everyone besides you. "Siwon-ah, I don't know this part of the script, can you read it for me?" "Sure, hyung." I neglected the video game i was playing with Eunhyuk and got up. "Hey!" I gave Eunhyuk a sorry look as you dragged me away.
Where were you when I needed you most? I sat in the hospital with my leg on a sling. You were there but you stood next to Heechul, laughing and joking as though I wasn't hurt. The clenching in my chest was jealousy. I knew this but I couldn't bring myself to say anything. Leeteuk, knowing my feelings, gave me a sympathetic look. You didn't notice.
Do I have the right to feel heartbroken? Here i sit, in the dark, trying to shed some light on the situation. I regret yelling at you. I regret making you cry. I regret. even now, the argument lays deep and clear upon my heart. It started with a simple "are you mad at me?" you looked at me raising an elegant eyebrow. "Should I be?" "Then why would you ignore me, hyung?" You weren't sure you heard me right but I kept yelling in rapid Korean. "Don't you know-" You hit me, tears already stinging your eyelids. "I always thought Siwon know me best. Maybe I wrong."
Why are you laughing? I just told you everything from the bottom of my heart and yet here you stand, chuckling. The deep rumbling in your chest and the beautiful sound out of your mouth only adds to my humiliation. Why would you just step closer to me? To hit me? To rub it in my face? Why would your hand cup my cheeks? To strangle me? To slap me? why do i feel your lips on mine? To shut me up? To- . Oh. Understanding each other or not, this clears everything up.
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my first sihan. good?O.o mebbe?
Was it strange to feel a little closer to you than everyone else? Every time you got stuck, you'd come running to me, tugging on my sleeve cutely. It's weird. How every time you come running, I drop everything i am doing and ignore everyone besides you. "Siwon-ah, I don't know this part of the script, can you read it for me?" "Sure, hyung." I neglected the video game i was playing with Eunhyuk and got up. "Hey!" I gave Eunhyuk a sorry look as you dragged me away.
Where were you when I needed you most? I sat in the hospital with my leg on a sling. You were there but you stood next to Heechul, laughing and joking as though I wasn't hurt. The clenching in my chest was jealousy. I knew this but I couldn't bring myself to say anything. Leeteuk, knowing my feelings, gave me a sympathetic look. You didn't notice.
Do I have the right to feel heartbroken? Here i sit, in the dark, trying to shed some light on the situation. I regret yelling at you. I regret making you cry. I regret. even now, the argument lays deep and clear upon my heart. It started with a simple "are you mad at me?" you looked at me raising an elegant eyebrow. "Should I be?" "Then why would you ignore me, hyung?" You weren't sure you heard me right but I kept yelling in rapid Korean. "Don't you know-" You hit me, tears already stinging your eyelids. "I always thought Siwon know me best. Maybe I wrong."
Why are you laughing? I just told you everything from the bottom of my heart and yet here you stand, chuckling. The deep rumbling in your chest and the beautiful sound out of your mouth only adds to my humiliation. Why would you just step closer to me? To hit me? To rub it in my face? Why would your hand cup my cheeks? To strangle me? To slap me? why do i feel your lips on mine? To shut me up? To- . Oh. Understanding each other or not, this clears everything up.
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my first sihan. good?O.o mebbe?