Beautiful Disaster (Hanchul)
&&many things get lost in translations
we never know what the other means
because we hold back; our feelings; our words
we argue; we fight
things we don't mean slip from our lips
time slowed down at these times; multiplying the pain
until it all becomes too much and both hearts shatter
Hankyung was too busy yelling back at his accusations to dodge the flying book that came flying his way. They stood tall, above all else as they both shouted on, adding salt to injury. Heechul couldn't remember when his life went from sweet to a never ending dispute. Just a while ago, they'd both celebrated their fifth year anniversary.
Hankyung guess ed that it started when he'd made a small request. "Rella, can you stop partying so much?" Heechul at the time had given him a dirty look. "was that where we'd gone wrong?" He'd always thought so. But maybe he was wrong. Heechul remembered excuses muttered over the phone. "I'm sorry, Chul-ah, I'm in a meeting." "H-hannie, I'm in the hospital. They think I'm sick." "I'll be there afterwards okay?"
They both walked about the study, picking up the pieces of glass and broken objects; both knowing it'll end up the same the next time around. Hankyung picked up a beautifully taken picture of them in Paris and the both of them shared a bittered smile. Heechul picked up the old packet of love letters and suddenly, his heart flooded with sadness. Why had they become like this? Didn't they promise forever?
Hankyung remembered the first day they'd met. He thought Heechul was a girl; with his cross dressing tendencies and all; and decided to ask him out. Heechul remembered a different story. He'd been interested in Hankyung since the beginning but when he heard that he only liked girls, in his desperation, he dressed up as a girl everyday that year, hoping Hankyung would notice. Either way, their story started out as a fairy tale. How did it end up like this?
"Maybe we should just end this, then!" Heechul yelled across the room. Silence lingered and Hankyung sighed. "it was a mistake loving you." Heechul concealed his heart and nodded. "I never loved you anyway." It was better than yelling at each other everyday, wasn't it? The next day, a large moving truck came and took half of Heechul's heart away, because he was the half that wanted everything to work out the most.
Two years, they suffered without each other. Broken wine glasses and long sleepless nights. Both had regret branded into their hearts. But who could change the past? One could only influence the future.
Maybe Hankyung was just a bit too sleepy or had other things on his mind that day. Before he knew what was happening, he'd collided his car into what appeared to be a person. Not just any person, nope. It had to be him. Him whose delicate heart he'd unknowingly shattered and now laid bleeding at his feet. Him who he thought of everyday, every night, wishing theyd' only tried harder, worked at it more.
He took a shaking step before collapsing beside his body. "Heechul?" "Am I dreaming?" "N-no. I'm sorry. god, I'm sorry" "Hannie, I have a confession to make. " Hankyung cradled the broken body in his lap as the blood soaked through his Armani suit. He watched as heechul's eyes glazed over and he gasped for breath, his voice getting softer. " I lied to you. I never loved you because I've always loved you. T-these two years I've been h-hurting so bad. hehe. Thank you, Hannie, f-for taking m-my pain away. Y-you always know just w-what to do for m-me" Hankyung choked down his sobs as tears welled in his eyes, blurring his view of his angel. "I l-lied too, Chul-ah It wasn't a mistake. I know it wasn't." A bloodstained hand came up to wipe his tears away. "I know." He gave a serene smile and sighed, his eyes closing and his hand dropping to his side.
Their fairytale love story couldn't be saved but what they turned it into was a beautiful disaster.
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^_^ i don't know what is going on but I can't stop writing tragedies. :]
I just had to write one of Hankyung and Heechul because their personalities are so different.
reviews are appreciated ^_^
we never know what the other means
because we hold back; our feelings; our words
we argue; we fight
things we don't mean slip from our lips
time slowed down at these times; multiplying the pain
until it all becomes too much and both hearts shatter
Hankyung was too busy yelling back at his accusations to dodge the flying book that came flying his way. They stood tall, above all else as they both shouted on, adding salt to injury. Heechul couldn't remember when his life went from sweet to a never ending dispute. Just a while ago, they'd both celebrated their fifth year anniversary.
Hankyung guess ed that it started when he'd made a small request. "Rella, can you stop partying so much?" Heechul at the time had given him a dirty look. "was that where we'd gone wrong?" He'd always thought so. But maybe he was wrong. Heechul remembered excuses muttered over the phone. "I'm sorry, Chul-ah, I'm in a meeting." "H-hannie, I'm in the hospital. They think I'm sick." "I'll be there afterwards okay?"
They both walked about the study, picking up the pieces of glass and broken objects; both knowing it'll end up the same the next time around. Hankyung picked up a beautifully taken picture of them in Paris and the both of them shared a bittered smile. Heechul picked up the old packet of love letters and suddenly, his heart flooded with sadness. Why had they become like this? Didn't they promise forever?
Hankyung remembered the first day they'd met. He thought Heechul was a girl; with his cross dressing tendencies and all; and decided to ask him out. Heechul remembered a different story. He'd been interested in Hankyung since the beginning but when he heard that he only liked girls, in his desperation, he dressed up as a girl everyday that year, hoping Hankyung would notice. Either way, their story started out as a fairy tale. How did it end up like this?
"Maybe we should just end this, then!" Heechul yelled across the room. Silence lingered and Hankyung sighed. "it was a mistake loving you." Heechul concealed his heart and nodded. "I never loved you anyway." It was better than yelling at each other everyday, wasn't it? The next day, a large moving truck came and took half of Heechul's heart away, because he was the half that wanted everything to work out the most.
Two years, they suffered without each other. Broken wine glasses and long sleepless nights. Both had regret branded into their hearts. But who could change the past? One could only influence the future.
Maybe Hankyung was just a bit too sleepy or had other things on his mind that day. Before he knew what was happening, he'd collided his car into what appeared to be a person. Not just any person, nope. It had to be him. Him whose delicate heart he'd unknowingly shattered and now laid bleeding at his feet. Him who he thought of everyday, every night, wishing theyd' only tried harder, worked at it more.
He took a shaking step before collapsing beside his body. "Heechul?" "Am I dreaming?" "N-no. I'm sorry. god, I'm sorry" "Hannie, I have a confession to make. " Hankyung cradled the broken body in his lap as the blood soaked through his Armani suit. He watched as heechul's eyes glazed over and he gasped for breath, his voice getting softer. " I lied to you. I never loved you because I've always loved you. T-these two years I've been h-hurting so bad. hehe. Thank you, Hannie, f-for taking m-my pain away. Y-you always know just w-what to do for m-me" Hankyung choked down his sobs as tears welled in his eyes, blurring his view of his angel. "I l-lied too, Chul-ah It wasn't a mistake. I know it wasn't." A bloodstained hand came up to wipe his tears away. "I know." He gave a serene smile and sighed, his eyes closing and his hand dropping to his side.
Their fairytale love story couldn't be saved but what they turned it into was a beautiful disaster.
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^_^ i don't know what is going on but I can't stop writing tragedies. :]
I just had to write one of Hankyung and Heechul because their personalities are so different.
reviews are appreciated ^_^