I have an emotional attachment to anything that ever passes through my life. People, events, emails, clutter, books, devices, layouts, dances, songs, etc ( Read more... )

I should make a list of things to do before I get around to bearing children.

On this list so far is travel to Europe, which is scheduled to end in conception. (And practical things, like researching pregnancy/birth/etc, which I do lazily already.)

Any suggestions?

Satisfied:
-the people I love (boyfriend, family, friends)
-where I live

Not satisfied:
-my job
-my education
-how I'm spending my time

What to do about it? Well, I'm still working that out.

I am going to become my mother.

Oh shit.

Rachel needs motivation. And less crap.

I need to cleanse my life.