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Well, well...the sailor man has made an attempt to communicate once again. I wasn't even expecting it. He was drunk and he called me...I also got his number... which to be honest I'm afraid to use. I'll probably only call him when I'm high or something. It's the only way to be forward and confident (and allows conversation to flow more easily). I never got much out of him about why he didn't show after he said he was going to, so I'm not going to get my hopes up. Besides, I have other options around here. I know he likes me, he's just not looking for a commitment...which now I think I can understand. I would eventually like a relationship, but right now I'm having too much fun (and obviously can't control myself when I'm completely wasted). It just seems that every guy I know is either taken or doesn't want any kind of relationship - there is no in between guy! So I'm having fun, and it doesn't seem to bother me all that much to be with a guy and not have much more. It sounds slutty, but I'm not a ho...just getting my experience, that's all. Am I borderlining on becoming a slut? Someone tell me, because I don't want to be that way. Anyways, I'm in a good mood right now, but I'd better go to bed soon (even though I have no school tomorrow). Video Drome was an awesome movie!