"I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,"
yea so i'm pretty sure the whole andrew thing is just a fling/one night stand type of thing
gets me more experience i guess??? ...trying to sound positive but i don't think it worked to well...
anywho
so i get a raise on the 16th of june
yay to that
i'll be making 7.05 ...it's funny how in like 3 months i'm making more than i made after 3 years at flagship....stupid theater....i miss it terribly though
i knew people there...i had "friends"...well i don't know about that but they were people that knew and talked to me and every now and again hung out with me...
hopefully when school starts all that will change and i'll feel like i have a life again...i dunno
i keep fighting these horrible feelings i have constantly racing through my head
the feelings of how i really have nothing now and there's so many things that have changed so dramatically it's almost like i don't even have a past to look back on nothing's the same or even remotely the same
it's like on seinfeld when they had that episode where they were talking about bizzarro world....yea that's where i am right now bizzarro world and i can't get back home i'm stuck in this world and i just don't belong here
gtg update later i guess??
gets me more experience i guess??? ...trying to sound positive but i don't think it worked to well...
anywho
so i get a raise on the 16th of june
yay to that
i'll be making 7.05 ...it's funny how in like 3 months i'm making more than i made after 3 years at flagship....stupid theater....i miss it terribly though
i knew people there...i had "friends"...well i don't know about that but they were people that knew and talked to me and every now and again hung out with me...
hopefully when school starts all that will change and i'll feel like i have a life again...i dunno
i keep fighting these horrible feelings i have constantly racing through my head
the feelings of how i really have nothing now and there's so many things that have changed so dramatically it's almost like i don't even have a past to look back on nothing's the same or even remotely the same
it's like on seinfeld when they had that episode where they were talking about bizzarro world....yea that's where i am right now bizzarro world and i can't get back home i'm stuck in this world and i just don't belong here
gtg update later i guess??