Mar 12, 2009 20:25
Yusuke!! I need you right here right now!!!!!!!!!
I've been depressed these days b/c of my life stuff...and when I'm down I wish if Yusuke was here to cheer me up!
I've been watching a lot of MAD and of course ryu related movies these days...and I feel, that I love all the MAD and MADE members!
They each have different strength in their dancing style, and their personalities are just attracting and lovable^_^
But but but!!
The time when I'm watching Yusuke dancing, talking, and being teased by senpais are just so resting and peaceful, as well as entertaining and full-of-laughs and giggles.
I also feel the same when I watch Ryu but in different way....It's really hard to explain the differences, it's just different.
Yusuke is not like any of my ex-boyfriends nor male friends I know of, he is so kakkoii but always try to be funny rather than kakkoii.
If I was dating him, I think he would try really hard to cheer me up by not asking me what happened, but by just making me laugh in his way when I'm down.
That is like exactly what I want my boyfriend to do when I'm feeling depressed!!
And so far none of my ex-boyfriend are like that....so I always be like "leave me alone!"
I soooooooo wish if Yusuke was here with me...it would be so helpful for me to survive>.<
I have to hope there is a real-world guy who is like Yusuke....
But guys around me are usually so childish and unsatisfying....FUCK
BTW what I wrote above is just my image of Yusuke, so in reality he might be completely different.
I would guess what I'm imagining is pretty close, though.
Alright I'll watch Endless Shock 2008 that I luckly found today.
He is so cute in old Hadaka-no-Shounen swimming meet, also.
I'm full of Yusuke right now.
I guess it's because there is no source about new information about Ryu...I guess.
祐介が好きだ~!!!
matsuzaki yusuke,
m.a.d.