Dec 10, 2005 13:55
all the baggage i've brought wouldn't fit in the back of a midsize car
sometimes i feel completely opressed by my past. i feel like there's nothing i can do that will put me on a different path, nothing i can do that's not completely shaped by what's happened before. i feel set in my ways, stuck in a rut.
it's not a very nice feeling.
sometimes too i get tired of the person i am and just want to be someone else for a little while. do you ever feel that way?
usually then i'll go watch tv or watch a movie, or better still -- read a book. it's the surest way of losing myself in someone else. sometimes it's nice to not inhabit your skin.