man i really want to do all this cool stuff... but i can't stop buying cheap books on amazon. so i'll never have money to do anything. maybe i'll just live in a house with all my books and read forever...

happy birthday to me.
i'm 19 today.

hooray!

i'm completely infatuated with this boy i met.
i can't explain it, and i can't get him out of my head.

it's throwing me for a loop.

i keep trying to think of something interesting to say, but nothing comes up.

sorry, kids.

i don't want to be in college anymore. it's too much responsibility, i'm not ready for it.
i'm just pretending to be grown up, when i'm still just a little kid.
i am very tired.

i'm throwing a surprise birthday party for my friend next monday.
all the secrecy is kind of stressful, i really hope she doesn't find out.
we'll see what happens!

i bleached my hair again.

life just goes around in circles.
everywhere you've been, you'll be there again.

no wonder it takes us so long to make progress.

y'all may not have known this... i don't think i mentioned it here.
but i applied to the department of landscape architecture.
it's very competitive.
and today i found out...
i got in.

squee!

i'm very excited.
this means i'm one step closer to the program.
now i just have to make it through the summer studio...

i miss my grandma, who died when i was in 8th grade ( Read more... )