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Jul 24, 2005 07:20

Fred and I have made very little headway regarding a ritual or spell that could successfully bend time, and take our newest houseguest home. Fred is understandably reluctant to cast about into different time periods, for fear of losing one or all of us again.

I can't say as I disagree with that caution.

Look what happened to Charles, after all. Dead at the hands of Angelus in a time period he should have never been in.

I've purchased a little something to memorialize Charles. A plaque in his name, to be placed in his old neighborhood. I've donated what his salary would have been to Anne Steele's home for wayward youngsters (Charles never would let me call it an orphanage. Thought it was too Little Orphan Annie.). It still doesn't seem enough. I doubt that it will anytime soon.

I know I have to bridge that gap that's grown between myself and Angel. Letting it remain is unhealthy.

I have to let my anger at Angelus for what he's taken away from us all go.

The only way to do that is to talk to Angel about it. Honestly, and objectively discuss it, and tell him how I feel.

Perhaps tonight, then.
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