Aug 29, 2004 23:48
I am so fucking lonely and bored right now. I don't have a key to my room yet, because there wasn't one. They're having it made. But that means I have to leave the door unlocked if I go anywhere, and I don't want to leave everything in here ungaurded all night with so many people coming and going. So I'm stuck. I can't go to Daneille's yet, Joel is not here, and this place is not going to be the same without him. My roommate won't be here until tomorrow morning. I have no cable. I'm missing everyone from home. I'm so fucking lonely right now I feel like I'm going to cry. So I'm going to go take a shower or read or something, then call Joel. Then I'll go to sleep, and everything will be okay tomorrow. I just want to be with Joel. I know everyone's so tired of hearing that, but my home is with him, and I want to be with him now. *sigh* Gonna go try to be productive.