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Oct 03, 2005 19:15

I've recently returned to my historic friendless state, presumably because of some pathetic thing. People are like that, seemingly, always getting upset about some strange thing.

But, nevermind.....

On my mind for the last few days has been the continuing problems with my family. My mother visited me on Saturday, with various news about things and the continuing problems. I now have to think how to deal with all this stuff, again.

It's a struggle for me. I seem to need a resonable amount of time to myself. I seem to need to quietly contemplate things. On Saturday, for example, I spent much of the day sitting in the large front room of my house reading books and thinking about things. It's a nice and important thing, I think. I think that I am a very slow person. I need to think things through slowly and consider ideas...

Sadly, my mother arrived before I felt like I'd finished. So, she interrupted me and started blabbering about the various family problems. Which I found depressing, because most of the family problems are pathetically minor. There are no fatal illnesses, or otherwise potentially tragic events. Most of the so-called problems are just people problems, in that they're caused by people not being able to talk quietly among themselves. It was tiresome for me to listen to my mother talking about it.
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