filling up a few minutes
apparently i hear it's "break up" season, but i don't hear much from people. there have been a few of my friends splitting, but that's more or less unconsequential (i.e. i don't really care).
so i wonder, though.. is this season really about damning all social preconceptions and just givin'er until cold weather chases us inside? or is it a time of self discovery and adventure?
i have been getting more and more restless over the past year. i've wanted to travel the country, i've wanted to travel the world. i haven't exactly been doing that. i think it's not so much i want to see something different, i want to find my own little corner. a quiet little valley or something i can adventure in, live in and get to know intimately whilst not being near lots of people.
also, i've wanted to just get rowdy. i've wanted to yell out obscenities at the moon and call out to no one in particular. i've wanted to exchange one-liners with strangers and talk about the "good old days." i've wanted to shake someone's hand. i've wanted to simply bask in the cool glow of the stars. i've wanted to let loose and party hardy.
i hope my plants ground me a bit. i've been sort of floating on this cloud of my own for the past year, not really caring about much. hell, i still don't care about much but i want to become a little more aware of things.
for one, i still love being single but that doesn't mean i can't have fun this summer. ;)
cheers, y'all
dash
so i wonder, though.. is this season really about damning all social preconceptions and just givin'er until cold weather chases us inside? or is it a time of self discovery and adventure?
i have been getting more and more restless over the past year. i've wanted to travel the country, i've wanted to travel the world. i haven't exactly been doing that. i think it's not so much i want to see something different, i want to find my own little corner. a quiet little valley or something i can adventure in, live in and get to know intimately whilst not being near lots of people.
also, i've wanted to just get rowdy. i've wanted to yell out obscenities at the moon and call out to no one in particular. i've wanted to exchange one-liners with strangers and talk about the "good old days." i've wanted to shake someone's hand. i've wanted to simply bask in the cool glow of the stars. i've wanted to let loose and party hardy.
i hope my plants ground me a bit. i've been sort of floating on this cloud of my own for the past year, not really caring about much. hell, i still don't care about much but i want to become a little more aware of things.
for one, i still love being single but that doesn't mean i can't have fun this summer. ;)
cheers, y'all
dash