Okay, so my birthday is Monday, and I'm actually excited. I don't think I'll feel any older - I never do - but it should be fun. I'm planning on going out for pizza after school with some friends, so I'll try to get lots of pictures. My dad says I'm gonna love my present and he's all giddy about it, lol, so hopefully it's something good. I'd be fine with just a card though.
So today was a bittersweet day. My local SamGoody is closed now because the damn mall kicked them out, despite all the money they bring in. I got this amazing YC poster though, it's huge. Their new cd is amazing. Ryan's voice is just beautiful. It's much stronger than Ocean Avenue. Although I'm still upset Ben is no longer in the band, I'm still in love with the group, more than ever now. I got just the cd, so later I'm gonna have to purchase the one that comes with the dvd.
I really need to come up with a topic for a research paper (8-10 pgs), but I have nothing in mind. I need a tentative topic by monday, two actually. Bah, I hate school! lol. Okay, um, under the cut is a little something I started writing in Physics (the class of satan)
My broken dreams,
filled with shattered screams,
I just can't seem to turn off.
I've torn my wings,
as I broke away,
the bars of my cage have finally rust.
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Free me from the endless dream,
shatter this blinding light.
Break away these constricting ties,
and try to see me for me.
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Obviously neither are finished, but I could only write so much. I've got all these ideas running through my mind, I just can't put them to paper. They never come out sounding right.