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[wilting_soul]

I'm not having a great day today. Well, it was fine, but now I'm not feeling too great about things. I'm having a fat day, where I feel huge and wish I was thinner. Don't get me wrong, I love my curves, it's just that I feel if I lost 10 lbs I'd be so much happier and healthier.

Here's a little someting I wrote for my sister that I plan on giving her later. It probably won't get through to her since nothing seems to, but I figured I'd try.

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As I write this,
I can't help but cry.
Things aren't the way I wish they were,
no matter how hard I try.

I should just give up and leave this world,
exactly how I came in.
Covered in blood and screaming,
over battles I hoped I would win.

I can see now you don't care,
that it doesn't bother you a bit.
You're surrounded by your own little world,
where I'm just a stupid bitch.

You may wonder why,
I haven't given up by now.
The truth is I care about you,
you just don't seem to know.

This may sound cheesy to you,
hell, it's cheesy to me.
But the only way I can say what I think,
is to write simple rhymes like these.

There's a chance you won't get this,
or perhaps you just won't care.
I just want you to know that no matter what happens,
I'll always be here.

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Not the greatest, but it's how I feel.

Wow, I need some fruit....