This must be what it feels like to be my friends, who have continually watched me hurt myself over and over. I have a pension for distruction, and will break myself apart it anyway possible. I like to hurt
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You know what's funny: I was playing over the Penelope/ Odysseus thing in my head yesterday. It's funny how you brought that up. Virginia Woolf just doesn't hit people sometimes. Neither does sylvia plath. And I love them. Love them love them love them. Some writers styling just throws people off. And hey, you don't have to be a man! Love is love is love. There is something about women like us ( and I've seen it happen so often ) that makes men freak out. Is it the fear of solid commitment, or the idea of building something more than what is the now? I'm not sure anymore. But I know I've watched way too many beautiful deep souled women who want nothing more than a family, and love get overlooked, or mistreated, left, or scarred deeply in some way. I'm not sure why this happens and I very seriously think I'm going to spend time researching it.
Sylvia and I used to get long cups of coffee and stay awake until the wee hours searching for mushrooms and validation that we were somehow significant, would that she had planned her escape a little better and maybe she could have been a guiding light for those of us left behind in the wake
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i agree with you there; guy playing guitar would be hot. I might be snagging you in november and october. I want a date to the opera. La traviata and Madama Butterfly will be playing at the met. this time I will be dressed appropriatly. would you wanna come?
oh good question. forget the tux, we can play dress up in our most sophiscated outfits. it's not a gala, so real formal dress isn't required,but what fun is going to the opera if you don't get gussyed up a bit!
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Virginia Woolf just doesn't hit people sometimes. Neither does sylvia plath. And I love them. Love them love them love them. Some writers styling just throws people off.
And hey, you don't have to be a man! Love is love is love.
There is something about women like us ( and I've seen it happen so often ) that makes men freak out. Is it the fear of solid commitment, or the idea of building something more than what is the now? I'm not sure anymore. But I know I've watched way too many beautiful deep souled women who want nothing more than a family, and love get overlooked, or mistreated, left, or scarred deeply in some way. I'm not sure why this happens and I very seriously think I'm going to spend time researching it.
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I might be snagging you in november and october. I want a date to the opera. La traviata and Madama Butterfly will be playing at the met. this time I will be dressed appropriatly. would you wanna come?
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