Oct 21, 2011 16:30
I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday because of the exam and exhaustion, so I let myself sleep in this morning, getting up at 9 a.m. Then I drew a little to relax myself. I've reached a point in my studies where I don't feel that I'm getting any smarter, just circulating the same confusing things round and round inside my head. I have to pass this one, as I can't get the bachelor degree otherwise.
The stand-up show I went to see last night was super fun. There was a funny British comedienne, Ava Vidal, who totally cracked me up, and the rest of them were no worse.
Tonight I'm going to the gym. I know, I don't do that, right? I just really need to blow off some steam, and regular exercising is one of my little ambitions, so who knows? I've hit a flow where new disciplines don't seem so impossible anymore. If I can get a nice job, wake up at 5 a.m., study every day, draw and quit smoking, exercising doesn't sound so ridiculous.
Things are looking up and I'm feeling more relaxed. It's gonna be over tomorrow! Finally! There's not even much I can do anymore, just revise. Yay, I'm so happy!
early morning,
exam,
happy,
studies,
exhaustion