Dear Nathan,
Your work and such has made you a busy bee.
My lack of work combined with growing disdain for this industry has made go off and finally do all of that shit I told you I was going to do two years ago. I've actually started doing it too. I'm not sure if you've seen any of it yet. But it's getting some good feedback. If I can keep this up, I'll be proud. And who knows, maybe my dream to be published and paid at the same time will finally come true. I'll dedicate a chapter entirely to you, and smile when I think of you of each page that I write in your honor. I hope that when you read it, you smile too.
But for now, I know that the cord that connects us, is a strong one, but a long one. I miss our time together. You spoiled me, what can I say. I miss your smiling face, lol. That I can say. But I also know that nothing lasts forever, really. Things change, but I hope that things don't sever. Instead, I hope that since we're walking different paths, when we finally get to the stopping place where we can catch up, there'll be much to catch up on, and it'll be like no time has passed at all.
For me, it's not so much the quantity of time, it's the quality. I'd rather be your friend for years, but only have the pleasure of your company every now and again, rather than have your left over energy when you can spare it.
I hope you're well, taking it easy on yourself, and enjoying the duality of your days on here as best you can. I send you much emo-mush and all of the pedo-bear noms and lucky dumbasses that you can stand, because I know thats how you like it.
Until we speak again,
C