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Sep 15, 2003 22:37

   Ok so it seems Isabel is weakening signifigantly and right now looks like its going to hit North Carolina. That's sure good news, maybe it'll die down some more before getting to LI, that'd sure be nice. Right now its got winds of 125mph and is sitting 740 miles SSE of Cape Hatteras, NC. Only time will tell what the stupid thing does, but right now things are looking up.
  : So yeah, my Signals test went pretty well, it turns out that the homeworks I was sweating my ass over were a lot harder than the test itself, so I was actually able to do the problems. So yeah, unfortunatly I found out there's a fields test coming up next week, **gulp** that's really going to rape me unless a lot of material suddenly starts making sense soon. NOT looking forward to that at all. Hmm what else, oh yeah well ground school is turning pretty kick ass. I got this great kit for my books and stuff, comes with a ton of material. A FAR/AIM manual, ground school textbook, book of manuvers, some study guides for the test, a flight computer, fuel tester, plotter, a manual for a cessna 152, lots of great stuff. I'm totally going to read that textbook cover to cover, it'll be the first for sure. Ok what else. Um IED is still a bitch, yeah definiitely, I really just want to get on with the project at this point, we're still doing all these individual shit assignments that just qualify as busy work. Hmm enough school stuff.
   Well paintball Saturday was a ton of fun. Again I pretended to be a freshman so I got in for free. There were like 20 of us in this random guy's field in the pouring rain but it was worth it. It was also worth the poison ivy slowly turing bright red on my arm :-p. Yeah that's starting to get irritating, but owell. So anyway, on a personal note, I think I'm going to try and make a change. Like for a really long time I've really missed having a close relationship with someone, and because of that I've been looking for one everywhere. Unfortunatly i think its led me to just latch on to the first person i see and so far it just hasn't worked out and has just really been making me a very irritiable and depressing person whenever I thought about it. But yeah, I think I'm going to try to follow the very simple advice of someone and just chill out. Maybe if I just start making friends instead of trying to find girlfriends things will work out better. I mean I dunno, maybe my mental state has been projecting something towards people that's been screwing me over. Maybe, i really don't know. Well either way, it certainly can't get worse. So i'll give it a shot, hopefully I can make the switch, been running pretty long the way i am. Yeah, who knows. Ok well I think that's about it for now, I have just a bit of work i need to do (aka a fucktard's worth). Alright later everyone.

P.S. I'm interested in hearing what people's definitions of "fucktard" are, seriously don't be shy, flood this post with comments! Do it! Anybody! Everybody! Post comments! Anonymous or otherwise, just do it.
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