status quo
So once again I pretended to be a freshman and get some free paintball in, I feel kinda bad doing it but its just too fun to pass up. So yeah, a day of paintball in the rain, not to mention last night I went to bed around 3, woke up at 7:30, and haven't slept since, I am fucking dead right now. I had a little energy burst after the Barton movie where I just got really odd and attacked Tim and other random people/things, but it was fun.
So yeah, I really want to get some smallish road trips going this year, like a trip to Boston where stacy can play tour guide, a trip to NYC where I can play tourguide, a camping trip where we can all get lost, lots of skiing hopefully, so much stuff. I just hope this shit actually happens unlike every other plan ever I tried to conceive. Yeah that'd be cool.
So yeah, everything here is so fucking weird here right now. I can't even start to go into details, but yeah, its weird. Wow, its been a long time since I've actually had a lot of stuff that I just won't put on this journal. Recently I swear I've been putting everything in here, partly on a hope, partly because I just stopped caring about offending people. Not that I tried to, but whatever. Anyway, I definitely have this problem where I just get my hopes up, and then back down way way too fast, it really drains me emotionally sometimes. Its actually really annoying, I wish I could fix it, been workin on that for a while though. I wish somebody could like give me social skills that a lot of people seem to have besides me, but it sucks that shit doesn't work like that. Yeah, well I'm fucking tired right now, good night everyone.
So yeah, I really want to get some smallish road trips going this year, like a trip to Boston where stacy can play tour guide, a trip to NYC where I can play tourguide, a camping trip where we can all get lost, lots of skiing hopefully, so much stuff. I just hope this shit actually happens unlike every other plan ever I tried to conceive. Yeah that'd be cool.
So yeah, everything here is so fucking weird here right now. I can't even start to go into details, but yeah, its weird. Wow, its been a long time since I've actually had a lot of stuff that I just won't put on this journal. Recently I swear I've been putting everything in here, partly on a hope, partly because I just stopped caring about offending people. Not that I tried to, but whatever. Anyway, I definitely have this problem where I just get my hopes up, and then back down way way too fast, it really drains me emotionally sometimes. Its actually really annoying, I wish I could fix it, been workin on that for a while though. I wish somebody could like give me social skills that a lot of people seem to have besides me, but it sucks that shit doesn't work like that. Yeah, well I'm fucking tired right now, good night everyone.