bullshit
man, my roommates can be really fucking lame. but I guess they're probably thinking that about me right now. they're hanging out but I'm chillin in my room because I'm in a shitty mood. probably because of my acting class. but yeah, what the fuck. I guess I'm annoyed because John was calling arabs "a-rabs" and when I scoffed he said some shit about america is too sensitive and nigger should be used more. listen, maybe to him that is just PC bullshit, but fuck I know what its like to be hated by idiots for something thats not your fault and I have black friends who would be so hurt if I walked around saying nigger. but John is John and he doesn't think of these things. he tells me that I make my life too complicated by wanting to travel and learn and read the news. because he simply wants to make money and thats it, he feels like he should tell everyone not to sweat the small stuff like being racist. I don't mean to judge, but that sounds pretty stupid to me.
and man, Joe is so fucking annoying too. talking to him is like talking to a wall. man I really love that kid, he's like my brother, but I get so mad when I get mad at him because I hate getting mad at my friends. but this shit with this girlfriend and arguing in circles all the time and making no sense...I mean fuck if you've got nothing real to say then shut up. and he's always got to be an expert on everything and always tries to one-up EVERYBODY. what the fuck? I used to have laid back friends. then I went to Cornell.
anyway, I love Joe but by the end of the summer we'll hate each other. I have no problem calling him on his shit and annoying him back at the same time, which is admittedly childish. whatever.
so I'm being lame and hanging out in my room. I am a lame, lame man.
and man, Joe is so fucking annoying too. talking to him is like talking to a wall. man I really love that kid, he's like my brother, but I get so mad when I get mad at him because I hate getting mad at my friends. but this shit with this girlfriend and arguing in circles all the time and making no sense...I mean fuck if you've got nothing real to say then shut up. and he's always got to be an expert on everything and always tries to one-up EVERYBODY. what the fuck? I used to have laid back friends. then I went to Cornell.
anyway, I love Joe but by the end of the summer we'll hate each other. I have no problem calling him on his shit and annoying him back at the same time, which is admittedly childish. whatever.
so I'm being lame and hanging out in my room. I am a lame, lame man.