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I want to write about so much. Because a lot has been going on and everyday I think I should write that down. But of course I don’t.
Happy (belated) singles awareness day! Lorian said that to me and I couldn’t stop laughing from it. I had everyone going on it at work. My valentines weren’t true valentines. They were my mother, my friend Amber and Will who kept asking me because I couldn’t fathom why a sweet boy like him couldn’t find a girl at church to ask. I actually think Will is adorable but he is young and innocent and I can’t corrupt him. Literary, I’ve tried.
I’m busting my ass at school but it still isn’t enough. I’ve already missed a test in stats because I was sick. Then there is the fact I can’t remember anything. I could read every single word and still nothing retains in my head. Still to this day I can’t tell you a movie I saw unless you tell me what happened (not who is in it because that doesn’t do anything for me either). I’m getting better, very little. But still, who knows if I’m going to get off of academic probation. I’m pretty disappointed in my self because I know I can do so much better.
Target sucks. I don’t even care. I show up to work late, I don’t do anything all day except talk to people. And they let me run the show. My boss had me walk soft lines (clothes departments) to see if they were done and I said they all were. He goes, “Well Ames is task in the morning so it’s not like he is going to do a detail walk.” I walked away saying, “Well good, I’m in the clear.” Making the motion like I just scored and he retaliated with, “Well Meredith is going to be here tomorrow morning as well.” And she is my boss who is over soft lines… yeah I said, “Well then people are just going to have tasks in the morning that’s all.” And I got away with shrugging. Oh yeah, I don’t give a shit. If they fired me it would be a blessing. Probably for them to since my department makes the least amount of money since no one is going to buy jewelry from Target!
Well that’s my life so far. I have another fraternity party to go to this weekend so maybe I have something interesting to talk about. I normally just hang out but I really need to get my old out going self back again. I think I’m going to just pick a man and go after him. I haven’t done that since jr. high but why not. Some one has to buy my drinks. ;)