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Ugh Im getting so nervous today. I skipped my first class this morning in hopes of relaxation. I just dont want to psych myself out but I dont want to fail either. Fuck. I need to eat more, but I realllyyy dont want to. Fuck. I need to go join the gym. Gahhh Im so fat still. I dont want to get fat I feel like puking. I think Im going to go for a walk or a jog tonight. Study a bit more. Have my definitions, examples, and points to make ready for my exam. Ack. And I need to paint which wont take me too long I can do it right before bed, its very meditating. Okay Im going to make a plan and then Im going to follow it strictly and get to bed early. I can do this.