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Okay finally. I need to start posting up on my own journal more often so I can just rant on forever.
Today I had...2 apples...edamame beans....miso soup....2 servings baked berries
100,150,50,300
600 calories today
I feel fat actually like I ate 2000 calories or something. Its probably because im not exercising.
I ate alot yesterday though I dont want to talk about it but in short by the end of the night it was cookies, candy, hot chocolate..My friends mom was so sweet i couldnt say no. Next time that happens Im saying im vegan. Im vegan. Im vegan. Im vegan.
Hmmm I need to get out a plan
Im probably 132 right now but I feel like Im still 135...better then 145 I cant even belive how high that is.
I need to be 115 by New Years Can I do it?
December I want to be 125 by Sunday 120 by Christmas Eve and 115 by New Years. This means I need to be doing a raw vegan detox. I can do I can do it I can do it.
I have been doing at least 100 crunches a night and started doing windmills. Im increasing exercise slowly. I just need to be thin.
I dont plan to buy groceries for the rest of the week. I need to just focus on packing for my trip to Texas where I will tell them I am a raw vegan and can't eat much but beans,nuts,fruits, and vegetables. They shouldnt really care. I do want to drink however, but I need to give it more thought. Maybe I wont drink so much anymore...nahhhh.
I dont want to count calories but I know I cant eat to the point that Im full. 60% full from just low cal fruits and veg.
Its going to be great. Ill tell them bullshit and say my next step is to drop the booze.
I only have like 4 more rotting apples so I think Im going to bake thoseand have miso soup for the next few days...or maybe Ill just buy more apples yeah.
Today I had...2 apples...edamame beans....miso soup....2 servings baked berries
100,150,50,300
600 calories today
I feel fat actually like I ate 2000 calories or something. Its probably because im not exercising.
I ate alot yesterday though I dont want to talk about it but in short by the end of the night it was cookies, candy, hot chocolate..My friends mom was so sweet i couldnt say no. Next time that happens Im saying im vegan. Im vegan. Im vegan. Im vegan.
Hmmm I need to get out a plan
Im probably 132 right now but I feel like Im still 135...better then 145 I cant even belive how high that is.
I need to be 115 by New Years Can I do it?
December I want to be 125 by Sunday 120 by Christmas Eve and 115 by New Years. This means I need to be doing a raw vegan detox. I can do I can do it I can do it.
I have been doing at least 100 crunches a night and started doing windmills. Im increasing exercise slowly. I just need to be thin.
I dont plan to buy groceries for the rest of the week. I need to just focus on packing for my trip to Texas where I will tell them I am a raw vegan and can't eat much but beans,nuts,fruits, and vegetables. They shouldnt really care. I do want to drink however, but I need to give it more thought. Maybe I wont drink so much anymore...nahhhh.
I dont want to count calories but I know I cant eat to the point that Im full. 60% full from just low cal fruits and veg.
Its going to be great. Ill tell them bullshit and say my next step is to drop the booze.
I only have like 4 more rotting apples so I think Im going to bake thoseand have miso soup for the next few days...or maybe Ill just buy more apples yeah.