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So last night my help calls, asks me if I needed anything when I called.... sounded like there were people in the background... if I was distressed when I got some girl on his cellphone, and I didn't talk to her what makes him think I'm gonna talk while they're all around. Men... how goofy.
So I being dummy that I am say I didn't need anything... when I really just needed to be talked to, know that he cares in some way, and reassured that its all gonna work out in the end, and the end being for the better. Did I open my mouth? No. I never open it when I should, and I never shut it when i should. I need to figure out those two.
Then this morning I get around to reading a bunch of other stuff... people are concerned... others are pissed off without knowing the entire story. We won't name her because no one knows her by a nice name.
But anyway... I think I straightened that one out... oddly enough. I opened up to the least likely person in a comment on her journal. Hm. I actually just flat out told her what was going on in my head. Didn't make me feel any better, still cryinhg... but I got it out there.. so maybe she can chill out and be one less problem on my list.
So I being dummy that I am say I didn't need anything... when I really just needed to be talked to, know that he cares in some way, and reassured that its all gonna work out in the end, and the end being for the better. Did I open my mouth? No. I never open it when I should, and I never shut it when i should. I need to figure out those two.
Then this morning I get around to reading a bunch of other stuff... people are concerned... others are pissed off without knowing the entire story. We won't name her because no one knows her by a nice name.
But anyway... I think I straightened that one out... oddly enough. I opened up to the least likely person in a comment on her journal. Hm. I actually just flat out told her what was going on in my head. Didn't make me feel any better, still cryinhg... but I got it out there.. so maybe she can chill out and be one less problem on my list.