Ever had so many hurtful things, so many hard decisions, so much work come at you... all one at a time of course, but because they are hard to deal with you ignore them
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Look I know you're probably the last person in the world you want to hear anything from. Especially if you read my latest entry. That's not why i'm writing this those. You may not believe me but I know what it feels like, i've been there, done that. It seems so hard right now, the one person you're use to running to is the one person you can't and it eats you up alive. You hope and pray for one glimmer of hope, just one thing to get you through. It's not what you want though. I got that glimmer of hope and when it didn't shine through like I hoped I got hurt even worse than I did before. I know right now this isn't what you want to hear, but you just have to distance yourself from him. I know it's probably going to look really bad to you that it's coming from me, but I can garantee you two things right now, that there is nothing going on between him and me besides a friendship, and that i'm truly trying to just help. I know we aren't the greatest of friends but if you ever need to talk i'm still here, I don't care if there is bad blood or whatever between us. I know we like to pretend that we're fine with each other but truth be told we both know that is not the case, I don't care though. What matters right now is that if you need someone else to be strong for you I can help. So take what I said with a grain of salt, at least hopefully you read this.
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