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I spend a lot of my time making the most out of life and can honestly say i've had some great and unique life experiences lately because of it. But half the time I'm only living my life wide open because i'm trying to forget how much my life sucks when I stop moving. Today it all caught up with me again though, as it often does.
I'm still trying to get into Library Science Grad School. I've been so busy worrying about lining up a job, and a place to live, and taking my GRE, and making sure my friends are okay (which is a full time job some times), and trying to find a girlfriend that I almost forgot one of my most important past concerns. That if I do get into library science grad school, it means facing my worst fears and having to see the monster from my past again occasionally and thus relive the shitstorm days of my life. But and however I have been left with no option other than to be brave, and face hardship with courage and nobility. I suppose in some ways I wouldn't have it any other way.
I'm still trying to get into Library Science Grad School. I've been so busy worrying about lining up a job, and a place to live, and taking my GRE, and making sure my friends are okay (which is a full time job some times), and trying to find a girlfriend that I almost forgot one of my most important past concerns. That if I do get into library science grad school, it means facing my worst fears and having to see the monster from my past again occasionally and thus relive the shitstorm days of my life. But and however I have been left with no option other than to be brave, and face hardship with courage and nobility. I suppose in some ways I wouldn't have it any other way.