May 31, 2010 20:43
Around my birthday I had things going pretty well for me. It seemed like I had two girls who were gonna be interested in me and I may have had to pik between the two. I was looking into Library Science Grad School. Now the library grad program has been dropped and I'm pretty sure I ruined my chances with both girls... somehow... how I don't really know...
I'm starting to have a really hard fucking time keeping my happy upbeat mood. Its just getting exhausting when no matter how high I seem to stack the deck in my favor it keeps coming tumbling down and I don't even have anyone I can discuss it with.