update
so yeh, update on my piercings
i have 8
2 in each lobe, left nostril, middle and left of lip, left nipple
ema didnt know bout bout my new lip one, so i kinda scared her wen she got back from france
Kat wore my scarf today, and then when i put it round my face, it smells of her
met up with Yvette today
were supposed to swap cards, she forgot hers to giv me to me
we hung out for an hour and a half...conversation wasnt immense, but my mind went blank
so i sang
off camping next tues
no responsible adults (so Dani is a bit scared we'll drown [dani being johnson's gf])
lots of alcohol
near scarborough
i want a job, so i get money
money to travel to birmingham, montrose, stoke, merthyr tydfil, newcastle, manchester
money to see bands play
money to buy my frends immense presents and materials to make beautiful cards
i want a gf so i can cook her meals
write her poetry
make her feel loved
candle lit dinner for two
home made meal
spag bol
cuddle up on sofa, watch a film, go on walks through parks
play games together
i miss fallin in love
i miss being in love
but i hav a secret im sendin in to Post Secret thingy
u might see it, u might not, im not tellin you
i told livvy, shes not to tell anyone
i hope i can trust her :)
somtimes i feel left out...i was thinkin earlier, in summer 04 i think it was...me, emma, sarah and laura, hangin out in town together, tryin to smoke the ends of spliffs under the bridge, gettin drunk on vodka next to the canal
i felt special, i was one in a group of 4
my own little crew, u no?
didnt hav many frends, but i had those 3 i knew i cud count on to talk to, u no?
now my social circle is bigger, at skool and graphically
and basically
it sucks
popularity sucks coz u hav to spread ur time around all the different groups so no1 gets hurt that ur ignoring them, and then bonds weaken...u get more bonds, but they're not as strong as less bonds, u know?
sarah m is always there, registration, chemistry, psychology, one of my frees, most lunchtimes and breaktimes
sucks when shes not there...got really close to here over past few months, u no?
she kicks ass!!
i want someone to want me
like they'll ring up everynight
but not sum1 annoying, sum1 i like back
chances of that right now?
"slim and non"
Hopes letter still smells of Hope
her card hasnt arrived yet :(
i want a huge cuddle
i want sum1 who needs me to feel like when i hold them that theres nothing else in existance
i wanna make sum1 feel that way
Livvy told me bout her 'emo' hugs
"where I sort of cling to the person really tight and burry my face into their shoulder or neck, and stay like that for ages just to block out everything else"
i want a girl to do that to me
everyday
tall gf's
pfffttt
cant do that
short girls
can do that
^_^
well, this has been a rant and half x5 so ima leave
xxxxxxxxxxx
ps - tongue piercing in April, Otherside of Lip in summer, anti tragus next month
i want money for piercings too
i will beat Yvette
i have 8
2 in each lobe, left nostril, middle and left of lip, left nipple
ema didnt know bout bout my new lip one, so i kinda scared her wen she got back from france
Kat wore my scarf today, and then when i put it round my face, it smells of her
met up with Yvette today
were supposed to swap cards, she forgot hers to giv me to me
we hung out for an hour and a half...conversation wasnt immense, but my mind went blank
so i sang
off camping next tues
no responsible adults (so Dani is a bit scared we'll drown [dani being johnson's gf])
lots of alcohol
near scarborough
i want a job, so i get money
money to travel to birmingham, montrose, stoke, merthyr tydfil, newcastle, manchester
money to see bands play
money to buy my frends immense presents and materials to make beautiful cards
i want a gf so i can cook her meals
write her poetry
make her feel loved
candle lit dinner for two
home made meal
spag bol
cuddle up on sofa, watch a film, go on walks through parks
play games together
i miss fallin in love
i miss being in love
but i hav a secret im sendin in to Post Secret thingy
u might see it, u might not, im not tellin you
i told livvy, shes not to tell anyone
i hope i can trust her :)
somtimes i feel left out...i was thinkin earlier, in summer 04 i think it was...me, emma, sarah and laura, hangin out in town together, tryin to smoke the ends of spliffs under the bridge, gettin drunk on vodka next to the canal
i felt special, i was one in a group of 4
my own little crew, u no?
didnt hav many frends, but i had those 3 i knew i cud count on to talk to, u no?
now my social circle is bigger, at skool and graphically
and basically
it sucks
popularity sucks coz u hav to spread ur time around all the different groups so no1 gets hurt that ur ignoring them, and then bonds weaken...u get more bonds, but they're not as strong as less bonds, u know?
sarah m is always there, registration, chemistry, psychology, one of my frees, most lunchtimes and breaktimes
sucks when shes not there...got really close to here over past few months, u no?
she kicks ass!!
i want someone to want me
like they'll ring up everynight
but not sum1 annoying, sum1 i like back
chances of that right now?
"slim and non"
Hopes letter still smells of Hope
her card hasnt arrived yet :(
i want a huge cuddle
i want sum1 who needs me to feel like when i hold them that theres nothing else in existance
i wanna make sum1 feel that way
Livvy told me bout her 'emo' hugs
"where I sort of cling to the person really tight and burry my face into their shoulder or neck, and stay like that for ages just to block out everything else"
i want a girl to do that to me
everyday
tall gf's
pfffttt
cant do that
short girls
can do that
^_^
well, this has been a rant and half x5 so ima leave
xxxxxxxxxxx
ps - tongue piercing in April, Otherside of Lip in summer, anti tragus next month
i want money for piercings too
i will beat Yvette