Wahooooo 4 day weekend!!!!
yay for four day weekends!!!!!
got some stuff worked out that never really got settled before so im pretty happy. i dont really know what to think anymore really. i dunno, its such a long story haha. lol im prolly makin it more complicated then it should be...o well. life would b just eaiser if...well im workin on it. gotta love ex's. well actually not an ex...according to him...GAH but that goes along with the complicatedness...whateverrrrr guys confuse me. maybe sometime i'll write everything...like all the shit ppl dont already know cuz theres a good bit and i always gotta cover it up. i dont know. i pick the wrong people to like, thats all i have to say because its totally like not even worth it. i mean, no, its not that its not worth it, but like, in a sense its not....i dont know, cuz its not like he feels the same. so its totally one sided. no im not like obsessed or anything, actually this isnt a big part of my life at all, but when i go on here haha i always vent about the same thing haha its kinda sad. but yeah, i wish i could b more open w/ ppl about this but i think i'd either
A. get laughed at hysterically
B. be told "oh well that SUCKS for you" in some form or infernce
C. oh....i dont care....
D. be told just not to like him
all of those choices arent that appealing haha except maybe the getting laughed at hysterically thing cuz i can laugh at myself too. well, depending on who's doin the laughing it's alright. if anything happened it'd b about ass, which is kinda sad cuz i actually like him and im probably nothin to him. so for a love life i have none, as for a desired one.......well self explanatory. i wish i could see how things would go...cuz i really like bein around him and i like his personality alot. ok im clearly rambling now. sorry all. man i really do know how to pick 'em huh? :-\
got some stuff worked out that never really got settled before so im pretty happy. i dont really know what to think anymore really. i dunno, its such a long story haha. lol im prolly makin it more complicated then it should be...o well. life would b just eaiser if...well im workin on it. gotta love ex's. well actually not an ex...according to him...GAH but that goes along with the complicatedness...whateverrrrr guys confuse me. maybe sometime i'll write everything...like all the shit ppl dont already know cuz theres a good bit and i always gotta cover it up. i dont know. i pick the wrong people to like, thats all i have to say because its totally like not even worth it. i mean, no, its not that its not worth it, but like, in a sense its not....i dont know, cuz its not like he feels the same. so its totally one sided. no im not like obsessed or anything, actually this isnt a big part of my life at all, but when i go on here haha i always vent about the same thing haha its kinda sad. but yeah, i wish i could b more open w/ ppl about this but i think i'd either
A. get laughed at hysterically
B. be told "oh well that SUCKS for you" in some form or infernce
C. oh....i dont care....
D. be told just not to like him
all of those choices arent that appealing haha except maybe the getting laughed at hysterically thing cuz i can laugh at myself too. well, depending on who's doin the laughing it's alright. if anything happened it'd b about ass, which is kinda sad cuz i actually like him and im probably nothin to him. so for a love life i have none, as for a desired one.......well self explanatory. i wish i could see how things would go...cuz i really like bein around him and i like his personality alot. ok im clearly rambling now. sorry all. man i really do know how to pick 'em huh? :-\