life changes
its been a long time since ive done something all for myself
sometimes you catch yourself being selfish
and it takes something or someone to make you change your ways
sometimes i look at you and i feel regret, i feel like this part of my life was not supposed to be.
and other times i feel like how could i be so lucky.
sometimes in life you find your life moving in fast forward and you kinda feel like you've been left behind.
how do you catch up when you dont know how it happened in the first place
how do you be ok with things in your life that you never asked for but they are there
and you cant walk away
you cant start over
im just like everyone else
i have my days
good and bad
and in a few days, maybe a few minutes i will forget the stuff that seems so big right now
but in the over all sense of things its really nothing
and if its not going to change the course of things why bother right?
people only change if they want to
people only care if they want to
people only do what they want to do
and in the end i will not change what you do
and i will not change the way i think about it
in every relationship there is give and take
and sometimes you have to check yourself to make sure your not always the taker.
and in every relationship there are ups and downs
and you have to check yourself to make sure your not always the down of the relationship
when do you know when to walk away
call it quits...whatever....
when not only you are not happy any longer
but when you feel like you've lost part of yourself trying to always fix things
think back in your life and pin point moments when you really felt happiness
try and remember the people you were with and what you were doing
and maybe thats where you should be
maybe thats where you are supposed to be.
people tend to give up on a lot of things in life
but most people have the hardest time giving up on the person or people they love
i wonder why that is
i wonder why it was so easy for me to walk away from my old friends, maybe my educational future
but heaven forbid i walk away from a toxic relationship thats doing no one good at this point
i know why
because in life we weigh the good with the bad and hope that in the end of all of it the crappy shit we had to deal with was all worth it because we found true happiness
whats the key to true happiness
i dont know
and if i did you think i would writing about all this
but i do know
i do promise
one day i will be happy
i will find true happiness
i may not know where it is or why i havent come across it yet
but im certain that i will be at that point. someday.
you said your sorry
you said your sorry
but with each time you say it it loses its value.
its the same with any other word
except love.... that will never lose its value.
at least i hope not.
goodnight.
sometimes you catch yourself being selfish
and it takes something or someone to make you change your ways
sometimes i look at you and i feel regret, i feel like this part of my life was not supposed to be.
and other times i feel like how could i be so lucky.
sometimes in life you find your life moving in fast forward and you kinda feel like you've been left behind.
how do you catch up when you dont know how it happened in the first place
how do you be ok with things in your life that you never asked for but they are there
and you cant walk away
you cant start over
im just like everyone else
i have my days
good and bad
and in a few days, maybe a few minutes i will forget the stuff that seems so big right now
but in the over all sense of things its really nothing
and if its not going to change the course of things why bother right?
people only change if they want to
people only care if they want to
people only do what they want to do
and in the end i will not change what you do
and i will not change the way i think about it
in every relationship there is give and take
and sometimes you have to check yourself to make sure your not always the taker.
and in every relationship there are ups and downs
and you have to check yourself to make sure your not always the down of the relationship
when do you know when to walk away
call it quits...whatever....
when not only you are not happy any longer
but when you feel like you've lost part of yourself trying to always fix things
think back in your life and pin point moments when you really felt happiness
try and remember the people you were with and what you were doing
and maybe thats where you should be
maybe thats where you are supposed to be.
people tend to give up on a lot of things in life
but most people have the hardest time giving up on the person or people they love
i wonder why that is
i wonder why it was so easy for me to walk away from my old friends, maybe my educational future
but heaven forbid i walk away from a toxic relationship thats doing no one good at this point
i know why
because in life we weigh the good with the bad and hope that in the end of all of it the crappy shit we had to deal with was all worth it because we found true happiness
whats the key to true happiness
i dont know
and if i did you think i would writing about all this
but i do know
i do promise
one day i will be happy
i will find true happiness
i may not know where it is or why i havent come across it yet
but im certain that i will be at that point. someday.
you said your sorry
you said your sorry
but with each time you say it it loses its value.
its the same with any other word
except love.... that will never lose its value.
at least i hope not.
goodnight.