May 03, 2005 21:53
I spent from about 4:30 until about 8:30 fighting with my mom. It's been a fun day.....or not. I've been fighting tears all day, since I won't EVER cry in front of her when we fight. That would only let her know how much she's gotten to me. Since she's in bed now, I can finally let it out. I don't feel the need to go into desciption on what we spent the whole night fighting about, but it's pissing me off so fuckin bad. I just can't deal with her any longer. It's been like this since I was about 14. It had gotten a little better from like my senior year in high school until about a couple months ago. It's all gone to shit again. I just need to move out. Now.