sorry
sometimes shyt happens and you dont know what to do about it. well today i have one of those problems. i think i just lost a friend. not just because im stubborn or act like an asshole sometimes but because i cant find the words to say on a damn journal 10 seconds after a conversation. and then to make things worse, i apologize and it doesnt even work. so this journal entry is dedicated to you . y u ask? i dont get how u twist what i say, and u end up thinking that i am talking bad about u. i would never do anything to intentionally hurt u but it appears that i always do. u say i am the only one who can fix this problem, but its obvious that i cause more problems than i can fix. i will save u the hassle, i say what i feel at that time, i regret it later, but i would never take it back. i havent changed in a long time and i dont think i can change. i bring u more bad than good and i dont want that. i care for you as a friend and i dont want to hurt you anymore. u are a good person and i think the world of you.