Life In Asheville.....

[wildlilcrzy1]

Well... My life in asheville. I fell in love with this amazing guy .. Or so i thought , things were going great and we had the best time together well supprise suprise it never fails he turned out to be like anyother guy . He came over here and we did stuff together then he left that morning at about 3 so my uncle wouldnt know he was here and because he had to go to work the next morning , and i didnt hear from him for a while . It made me feel like shit , like maybe i wasnt good enough for him or i did something wrong. Well come to find out he has a gf and she was out of town while he was hanging out with me but when she came back he wasnt coming around anymore .So all the shit he told me laying there beside me was a lie and i feel so used ! He has to deal with the fact that he cheated on his girl , i dont have to carry that around with me everyday so whatever floats his boat ! It just amazes me how guys think they can get away with things like that and girls will never find out and that everything will work out and no one will get hurt ! I was willing to give it all up for him . He is going into the Air Force in three months , i was willing to stay true to him and wait on him and everything i would be the true Girlfriend. But oh well he passed up a good thing what can i say . His Girlfriend he has now has been in all kinds of trouble with the law and she never graduated and steals from places all the time and he wants that over me .. I feel like shit ! This whole mess with him has really rocked my world and made me not trust guys as much as i did before . They all lie ! I need a good guy for a good girl ! Why cant i find him anywhere ? Uh..... All these guy friends but no boyfriend i can trust and love and be with til the end and through thick and thin ! Well i got to go to work but ill finish this later , leave me some comments girls ! <3 chelle
I MISS YOU ALL ...... Elizabeth , Michelle Lynn !