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i wanna disappear for a bit.
maybe i'll do that.
i think i deserve isolation.
doesn't mean i will.
ah, i wish i could listen to the optimistic side of me that i show others so much.
jesus, be my sweet refuge and strength.
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i don't know how i could hurt the most important person to me-- the last thing i ever wanted to do.
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i wish i could be a super hero.
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just abit of self loathing and bitterness, don't mind this
Besides this, I've been playing the Sims alot lately and roleplaying USUK with Dindins, which has been going well and I'm pleased with the roleplay outcome. I've been bringing home a lot of A's and B's from college, so that makes me happy. Expect screenshots and videos of the Sims cause I'm playing it with Hetalia skins, which makes it even better ( Read more... ) -
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so after a year of development, america muse played by me and iggy muse played by my bestie finally got together and
THEY ARE SO ADORABLEEEEE.
in other news, i don't think i've ever missed somebody as much as i do now. b'awww. B'AWWWWW.
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY, USUK > FRUK. ESPECIALLY CANONLY SPEAKING.
good gracious, lol you frukers are hilarious.
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sometimes i wonder why i go through the mental exhaustion of worry and concern. people, special people to me, are constantly on my mind. i do what i can-- staying up late to meet their schedules, talk to them during breaks at college, text them now and then to check up on them, sit and listen to their rants, struggle to find words to give them ( Read more... ) -
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Reporting from Orlando, Florida on my Blackberry, just to stay:
I'm tired and fed up.
Also a little bit scared.
That being said, you all will get an actual update when I feel like it. -
I'm not giving in, swim.
I'm going to apologize in advance for my extreme lack of typical cheeriness I'm usually blooming with, but one of the reasons I picked up LJ again is so I can rant about negative things-- my inner thoughts which I usually don't expose [so DERP here I am putting it on the internet for all to see. Good on me, there.]
Anyhow, if you guys don't know, I ( Read more... ) -
embers were burning bridges down
Right, so. I'm seriously trying this livejournal shenanigans again to see if I can actually discipline myself to update it on a frequent basis... BUT KNOWING MY ABSOLUTELY AMAZING ABILITY TO PROCRASTINATE... it probably won't last long. I don't know. Maybe?
Anyhow, if you're reading this, you should probably already know who I am and all that good ( Read more... )