Dec 21, 2007 12:34
But at least it's only at one. But this weekend will be chock full of my abusive mother. Wheeeeeeeeeee.
The hard part also is seeing my aunts, who I really like, but last time I was here I found out that they knew what was happening to me as a child. Why didn't they do anything or tell me that it was not my fault and not ok? WHY????
Fuck.
Holidays/PTSD: 2, me: still 0.
i can't fucking believe it,
depression,
holiday,
i hate it here,
anxiety,
abuse,
ptsd