irony bites

[wild_boar]

apperently jamie got saved at her cousins party on friday. she's sworn off of sex, booze, and fags. it's funny, cuz she actually might be serious about it. which would alter life completely. who would be the bad girl now? me?! HA!! i'd be a pretty crap replacement for someone like jamie. and even if she did get saved, how long could she last? she's got a sailors mouth, that girl does and quitting smoking cold turkey would be the pits. and on top of the no cussing, no smoking, and no drinking thing, there can be no looking at dirty pictures of ian somerhalder on the internet either. i give it..... 2 months tops. i have so little faith in my friend's integrity, it's kinda sad. but if she lasts, or even if she doesn't but she's actually serious about it, i'll totally support her, cuz i'm not a completely worthless best friend. it's so hard to tell if she's just joking. she sucks you into this huge joke of hers, then she says "JUST KIDDING" and you feel like a sqooshed wombat coming off an acid trip. it's pretty funny, sometimes. now i'm sure, there are many in the world who think i'm going extra heavy on the overdramatic pills, but if you know the history of the jamie and rachel saga, you'd know this was a big deal. 13 years have fallen upside down.

change can be good though... only time will tell fo-sho

i think this calls for a nice bath and the garden state soundtrack on full blast. and candles. gotta have the candles.

this has been one wierd weekend......